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Friday, December 26, 2008

Craig..
i love you siaa.
haha(:
FYZ & ZACK, ni Craig.
suamiku.
hahaha
amacam? ok kan?
hahaha(:

so handsome sia.
he's from BlessTheFall actually, donno what happen to Ronnie, my ex.. haha.
then he took over EscapeTheFate.

Oh c'mon!!

~ THE FLOOD IS GETTING CLOSER ! ~

Monday, December 22, 2008

life's not easy to mend.
when you made mistakes.
pfft.

lalalalaaaa...
nak break, cakap nak kawin lah, blahblahblah.
not committed & blahblah..
stupid craps.
merepek.

liars & hypocrites are in th same family.
penipu & pembohong aren't any different.
smoking & drinking > lalalalaaaa.
not listening..

number's changing soon.
irritating buggers.
buying clothes for chalet.
alone & aloneeeee.
feel like overdosing myself lahhh.
PROCODINE + DHASEDYL ..
addicitive drugs can make me wild lol .

ahhahhhahhhh, blahblahblah.

nisa.. nisa, oh nisa..
move on lah ..
orang dah typu kau sehh.
c'mon.
lelaki dalam dunia bukan die sorang je..
even if he's the last guy in th world, kau nak die after ape die dah buat kat kau?
of course taknak kan?
kalau die cakap " i love you" kat kau, dia paham ke?
alah, guys kan nak have a circle of gfs.
enjoy. enjoy.
bullshits ah nii.
lau tak suka, can say what.
takya nak cakap, i miss you seh.
tak sabar nak jumpe bila hati not there.
nanti dah nak mampos, aru ingat kau nisaaa.
dah. dont fret about it.
move on. move on.

tuhan ade. lagipun bdae nak dekat.
abah kata maybe durian runtuh, go haji.
happy nyer..
(:
tadi gi ngok bloa kat kallang stadium.
siol nye vietnam!
step lembik!
stupid dumbass.
kecoh & memorable!
my place was gerek t the core!
all the people were scolding " buto buto " t th vietnamese!

know this guy by th name of Hafiz.
same boat as me
our opposite sex is getting married .
bodoh peh setan!

hahaha!!!!
<3
Saturday, December 20, 2008

BELLA the BELO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BELLA e BELO.
HAHAHA.

almost forget her birthday. & Wani also.

in the end, attachment in SGH are done.
just started to have my holidays.
just bought the tickets for AFF Suzuki Cup 2008.
Singapore Vs Vietnam.
im going , im going.

haha. at Jalan Besar Stadium.
going with dad, Zyyra , myself & a small child.
wearing red to support Singapore!
go Singapore, go Singapore !

Friday, I met Zyyra & go lepak-lepak with her.
When the night draws, Amryyyy called.
hee hee.
so nice.
talked & laughed.
joke is his FAME.
macam paham eh , Amryyyy.

oh, gosh..
DECODE is the NICEST songs of twilight soundtrack.
wanna go & watch that movie.
oh god. oh god.

cant wait for tomorrow's match.
going. going.

RED .
Wednesday, December 17, 2008

so long didnt update.
busy with 57.
till Friday . 19th .

Monday was gorgeous.
met him & was so happy(:
sending kisses & goodbye .
met him at 203. near zyra's house.

shy but funny.
laughter. and giggles.
wish that could see the heaven again.
haha(:


night was so hell.
met zyra & dialed for Nisa.
telling the pain im in.
cried like crazy.
was obsessed with the laughter of Nisa.
Zyra was there too.
I'll never let you gooooooooooo.

Tuesday was stupid.
met someone i know.
telling me he loved me.
siawwwww.
not ready.
stupid dumb ass.
think i what.
slut ah .

today , he called.
i told him why i didn't response.
aunt was there .
so , im shy to tell .
he said " its ok "

went back with Sharni & Arri .
ngee ann students .
laughed at me for touching urine.
SMU lahhh.
stupid gloves & message from someone at 09:13am .

haha.
till then .
updating later ! <3 love .



Saturday, December 13, 2008

( 13 Dec 08 )
woke up fcuking early just to go to work . 535am .
got ready . & left .
reach workplace & he called .
oh my . 2 missed calls .

went to work with Puvy.
went thru by Department .
so deeply quiet.
haiz .

reach work at 0655am .
when i reached there , Idah & Jean were present .
my last day in Ward 57 is 19th Dec.
that particular day i would be going to JB that night
my uncle getting married .
getting a new aunty .
hha (: dont " clique " with her that much then .

my work wasnt appreciated today
the EN & SN treated me invinsible .
so tired. today room 11 , 12 & 20 .
macam tiang aku dibuatnya .
tak pergi break .
willing to volunteer to go room 24 on monday .
i dont want to work there .
patient all fussy like whatt .

ask to wash clothes la.
think i dhoby lady ah .
hha (:
nevermind
left with 5 days & FREE !!!!
haha .
Year 2 , here I Come !

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Monday, December 08, 2008

since today , mood swings . stupid assholes .
makes my day so bad . pfft . stupid sister . cook egg also make a big fuss .
then talk to herself . pfft again .

so hungry. not talking to anyone . waiting for the rice to cook .
wait long long . nevermind . tomorrow work .
im missing someone , he's sick . haizzz .


today eat curry & egg .
raya food all finish .
we all ate.
afternoon eat tao kae noi , pringles , and ice lemon tea .

the flood, a song of scream-core . escape the fate.
for me , im escaping from the clutches of evil .
like ward 46 . and the attachment . finishing on 19 Dec .
then im setting free .
im going to Year 2 . the grade i got was ok .
i thought of QUITTING . but who encouraged me ?
Diyy , Mun , Mr Deleon . Ms Rahimah also .
oh gosh . dad's here.
blahblahblah .
asam pedas keep in the fridge . lol .

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Sunday, December 07, 2008


Khairunnisa & NurAnnisa
The NISA'S .
joker , the laughing babes .
she's there when im in need .
visited me in hospital .
CGH & SGH .
A friend I could trust and depend on .
A friend that I should cherish .
A friend that I could laugh & cry on .
MY BEST - CLASS MATE . Nisa . (:

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bloggers like me , updating blogs again .
tired but tried to make it through .
Malaysia Im coming for tomorrow .
Hari Raya Haji tomorrow

Who's beside me when I'm in need ?
Who comfort me when I'm desperately needed ?

Here's the list of my bfs & gfs .
TOP PRIORITY in the list > Khairunnisa & Amryyyy .
.... Diyana , Munirah ( trusted COUSINS )
Hazirah & Bella ( 6 years besty , still getting through )

now watching 9 September , whats the show about also i dont know .
for me , life means nothing .
if i die and go far away , nobody cared about me .
I want to earn life & sets my world free .
wanna cherish the live given that God gave .
pffft . I dont know if I can . Im a jerk . Life's not fair .
Do you realized I will comprimise ? he loves me not , loves me not .

pfft .

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

the phone that im longing to use . W902 . aarrggh . walkman phone . WALKMAN you know . argh .

black is strategy . my strength . omg ! how & when can i use this phone .

oh my . WHEN ! the keys are nice to touch you know . like baby skin ! haha .

miss you (:

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

obession.
hate this word.

makes me puke.
im not obsessed in anything.
who brought me up?
mum & dad.

ewww. why he's disturbing me?
so annoying & irritating . ( not you amryyy )
witheld la & unknown numbers .
blahblahblah.
wouldn't pick up then.

wanted to change number , but lazy to buy .
people irritate me then.
heeee.
nursing , a year to go . malas.
study , study & study then.

Miss someone lehh ! who could that be actually ? hmm .
BLUEKS ! he's working .

today kinda funny with the CLIQUES at St Luke's .

Jeremy with a RANDOM question to Diyy :
- What is that ? Is it a butterfly or moth ?
Wah ! Butterfly so big ah ?
That's a moth lah gundu !
Why is it called butterfly ?
Is it because it's BUTTERIE ? ( Munirah & I laughed )

But i laughed the loudest among all (:
HAHAHAHAHA .

That bitch do really drive me up the wall , by calling me "psst" .
HELLO! i got name ah STEALER!
Think I'm her DOG isit ?

Oklah . Today time past very - very fast .
Wash the 50 plates and 50 cups ! I was a kitchener & a gardener today !
(: iLy ALL!

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Monday, December 01, 2008

today is 1st December 2008 . its a brand new month for me . hha(: boring .
0650 hours - im out of home on the way to St Luke .
0700 hours - on the MRT .
0715 hours - reached Hougang MRT and met Munirah & Jeremy . Diyy was LATE !
0720 hours - waited for 113 .
0750 hours - reached St Luke & Diyy was there .
0800 hours - reported to Ai Hwee @ St Luke's .
0810 hours - read volunteer manual .
0925 hours - finished reading then .
1000 hours - accompanied the elderlyfor Physiotherapy till 1200 .
1200 hours - finished exercising .
1205 hours - lunch time !
1230 hours - RESTING time & sleeping time for the elderly .
1235 hours till 1335 hours - our BREAK ! Munirah treat me . Owe her one .
1335 hours till 1355 hours - WAKEY WAKEY !
1400 hours - Cleaning of Physiotherapy Room with Diyy .
1500 hours - Tea break . Roti for everyone ! Tea ! Tea !
1510 hours till 1600 hours - Jigsaw puzzle .

The funny thing about today is that Diyy and I was laughing like hell (: of an aunty speaking to me in Hokkien and " pelat " . The word is something that I cannot describe . She's a banana STEALER ! and she didn't DID ANY WORK !
My parents work day & night to brought me up to be a NURSE & not a HOUSEKEEPER . shheeesssh .
After graduate , i want to to find another career .

* ily SGH3 . Nisa , Lina , ZYRA & BELLA .

I saw my SABEELA . She's with Lukman . Let my leg out & talked to her . Oh my . I really miss her !

ily you all .



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